Addicted

I am addicted. I cannot stop myself from doing it. What am I addicted to? Doing paid posts that is! I am sure you notice that I have been writing a lot of paid posts now. I try to do 2 a day but it’s really killing me. My head is aching, my heart beats really fast and my hands are trembling. Ok..so the last one is due to lack of food. Yeah…I’m starting on some less food diet. Hopefully I’ll be able to lose those extra pounds so that I can fit into my pre-Ashley jeans (that will be in another post).

Now, let’s go back to the paid posts thingy. I just cannot resist myself when I see those opportunities. I just have to take them, especially when they are in US$…..me very ‘kiasu’ eh? Part of me is glad that I’m able to make some extra moolah while being a SAHM. Besides the money part, I get to learn a lot of things doing these posts. I don’t meet a lot of people since I’m out of the workforce for 2 years already. By doing these posts, I can ‘get’ in touch with the outside world. I know, I am crazy. The other part of me is feeling rather guilty. I feel I’m neglecting Ashley. I try to do paid posts during the day as my brain cannot function well after 11pm (that’s the time Ashley goes to bed). On top of that, I gotta do housework. I don’t even have time to read the papers or my emails. I just glanced through them. So, I’m sorry if I have not been visiting your blogs that often. I really try to since I love to reading blogs.

How could someone write a few paid posts a day and take care of their kids? Bloggers like her and her really never cease to amaze me. How can they do it???? I must find a solution to this madness. Can die or not, you say??